I am kind of depress today …first my DH’s god-mum passed away from cancer…she had breast cancer some years ago… they treated her and tell her she is cleared and the doctor release her and never see her since.she never go for routine check either… 21/2 years ago … she got this joint pain near her hip… she did alot of scan and x-ray… the cancer went into the bone… so she went to chemo-theraphy…oral…radiation etc. … then it went to her liver… she went in and out of the new doctor office regularly… last month…she just gave it up… when i saw her …there is no live in her at all… 5 years ago when i met her she is the sunshine …she brighten our mood everytime we saw her…very chatty and joyous ! it is so hard for us to accept that we can never help her in any other way…that is so devastated for us…
she told me that she wished that we could spent more time together …oh goosh… i sobbed uncontrollably hugging her … i felt bad… my DH and i travelled alot and see her less often …we felt so bad… it a wake up call for us … now she is gone…we are glad that she died peacefully in her sleep…
spending time with your love ones are important … 2 weeks ago i still remember when the doctor told her he cannot do no more… we were at the airport coming home…i cried the whole journey home on the plane… it shocked us that she is leaving us in 2 weeks…
I just wanted to say that her wonderful memories stayed in our heart always and she will be miss dearly !
