Okay, I’m a bit upset right now, but not as upset as I was 2 hours ago. I went to my first meeting at Curves, I’m taking the 6 week solutions class. I went with the intention (because I was told this) of not having to talk in front of people. I am the shyest person in america. I’m not kidding. Look up introvert in the dictionary and my picture will be there. I swear I have social anxiety disorder. I was also led to believe that the class would be small. (6-8 people) There were 15 other people in there!! So we all sit in a circle, me being a very old 29 yrs old, and the rest of them in their 40’s on up.
Don’t get me wrong, kudos to them for doing it, but I am the only one who isn’t a member yet. I wanted to see how I’d like it there before I give them anymore of my money. The woman picked on me 3 times!!! I never asked one question, because I didn’t have any!! My face got all red, I stuttered like I was put on the hot seat, which I was…
Why am I telling you all this? Because you all are so nice and kind and I just feel better getting it off my chest. Sorry, off topic here…
It was supposed to be a half hour, it turned out to be an hour and a half!! :shock: I was so sick from being nervous all day and then I needed to take some medicine and of course I forgot my stupid water bottle so I had to get up and ask for some and she didn’t seem real thrilled with me for that, what was I supposed to do?? Then as I sit down, and me being a complete idiot, I put the water bottle between my knees - yes, I already opened it :doh: - and went to lean down to get my pill and squirt-all over my lap. (its okay to laugh here if you want :crying: ) All over my chair, so now I’m sitting in a huge puddle of water thinking to myself, okay who just saw that? :oops: I had basically wet my pants.
Okay, now as I type this I’m beginning to smile now. Am I the only person this stuff happens to? I have been cursed from birth and it just keeps going.
It was such a terrible night. I find out that I’m the only young person there - I mean no offense to the 40 somethings out there. Then I find out that the majority of the food I’m supposed to try and eat I can’t. I can’t eat like 80% of it. :shock: And the protein shakes suck, and I can’t handle vitamins, my system just doesn’t agree with them, I get so sick. Even if I take them with a meal. Ugh, why me???
To top it off, no one was nice to me. Now as I said earlier I’m quite the introvert, BUT I do smile and say hello to people. I may not make conversation, but I am polite. I’m not rude by any means. I wasn’t raised that way. Sigh, even though I just told you all a very embarrasing story, I feel a bit better. Thanks for letting me get it off my chest.