I am so annoyed at this darn project. I am so tired of screwing up everything I knit. I know it’s supposed to be about the process and relaxing and not perfection but I hate putting work into things just to have to start over again and again. GRRRRR!!!
This time I am making a dress for DD, a big project for me. It takes me a long time mostly because it has many colorchanges and patterns and I have to only do it when I can be 100% focussed so I only get a bit of time each evening on it or when DD is in preschool and I am supposed to be exercizing. I put a few weeks into it and decided I better start over because I messed up too much on the colorchanging and had puckers/gaps etc. So I decided since I was starting over I would do it in the round instead of a front and back. So I start up and try to make sure nothing it twisted, put several more days into it only to realize it’s twisted and I have to start over. So I cast on 200 of the 210 stitches only to see I have underestimated the yarn and will have to…you guessed it…start over!
Okay, thanks for listening. I know I will get through this and it will be worth it and yelling at DH isn’t helping because he just wants me to not do it so I’ll quit griping at him instead of realizing the griping is all part of the process for me ykwim?
I feel better now, back to cast on 210 stitches yet again. Wish me luck, apparently I need it. LOL