I feel kind of funny posting this. But I have seen & felt so many good vibes here that I thought I would just do it. My mother in law Helen in Ft. Lauderdale fell down yesterday morning & broke her femur bone. It’s the third breakage. She’ll be 95 in August if she makes this surgery. (Which they did this afternoon.) They didn’t know if they should operate but decided to go ahead.
The thing that’s so just horrible is me. I refused to go visit at Christmas coz I hate Ft. Lauderdale. I really can’t believe how selfish I was. She just begged us a lot to come, and I love Christmas in the cold with my tree and JUNK. Well not junk, I’ve just felt all day how selfish I was. God. She’s been more than generous over the years. I hope so much she makes it and I can make it up to her I think right now that the worse thing in life is to be selfish and I committed that sin. That’s all.
Thank you for listening. wow