As of today I’d been off tobacco for two months. I blew it.
I went to a local bar and got to talking with a young lady who happens to smoke. I wound up smoking and even bought a pack.
The idea of starting all over again with the nicotine withdrawal and all of that is simply miserable.
Just shoot me and put me out of my misery.
No excuses, I did it to myself, I know that. I am sooooo stupid.