it must be my lucky day! I went to Michael's and they now have it in stock! I also had bid online at ebay.com on 6 issues, but I lost it, so it's all good! All I really wanted was the current issue, and now I can go back today and buy it knowing that I am outbid on ebay
Thanks for the responses everyone
There is a local yarn shop but it feels weird to me and I always feel bad that I dont leave with anything since it's so expensive to me. So I hardly go there.